A Day

Dear Jesse Patrick,

Today is  gift. Always remember that. Mommy can't promise you that you will never.. Get hurt... Be hurt... Or Feel Hurt.. But, I can't promise you that I am going to be there to hug you when you are crying. Kiss your Boo boos, wipe away the tears (but, tell you you have every right to cry if you feel like it), Hold your hand when you are scared or when I am scared for you. I love you so Much Jesse, You mean the world to Me. Always Remember Mommy is Here. 

Love Mommy. 

Scary Santa Clause

Dear Jesse, 

Mommy is so sorry. You did not like that Mr. Santa Clause. 

That is all that can be said. 

Mommy Loves You Jesse. Merry Christmas. 

Thanksgiving 2015

Today is Thanksgiving 2015. I have so many things to be Thankful for. You are one of the biggest Jesse. Mommy can not accurately describe how my grateful heart feels. You are a huge gift given to me. Before you were even born I was overwhelmed with how much I already loved you. Now today I love you even more. With each passing day I watch you grow and develop and learn. I am amazed by you. Love, Mommy!  

Growing so quickly

Dear Jesse Patrick, 

Mommy is so overwhelmed with how quickly you are learning and growing. Yesterday you climbed on the bed without any help. Now of course, you have been climbing things for a while it just caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting you to climb up! I was so happy, I want you to succeed. My heart leaped though, as you were climbing from fear of you falling. I stepped back and let you do it. I clapped for you and you lit up with accomplishment! I love you my precious son! 

Love, 

        Mommy!

 

Today you Turned 1

This year has gone by so fast. Today was a very interesting day. We went to Breakfast With Auntie Bekkah. You got a meal all to yourself of messy  Pancakes with syrup and eggs. You are such a good eater. Good Job. Then you and Mommy spent the day playing. For your Birthday Dinner we had one of your favorites. Spaghetti! (We all love it!) I can't believe that it was a year ago that I meet you. When you were placed in my arms. How tiny you were. Such a gift you are to me in every moment. To top off the night you dug into a fun cake! Your Dino Cake! I love you so much! You are my miracle! Here are some Photos from your day!  We are all excited about you Birthday Party this weekend. It will be so much fun my little Dinosaur!

 Spaghetti Monster!

 CakeaSauras Rex!!!

 

Ending of A Birthday! A Bubble Bath And Book! 

I know by the smile on that sweet little face you had a Great Time! 

Happy Birthday Jesse!

Love, Mommy

Christmas Excitement

You are Mommy's Little Reindeer!

 This is your  First Christmas Jesse. I am buzzing with excitement for this year. I don't know where to start.
It isn't about the gifts or anything else it is just an
overflowing enjoyment that I have with in my heart
that you are here and with me.
 I still have to pinch myself to believe it. My heart is bursting. Precious Baby!
Look At You Being Mommy's Little Reindeer

You are Not so Impressed With the Photoshoot

And Let's Eat Our Hand!

My Tiny Chef

My Tiny Little Chef

My Tiny Chef!

It has been a crazy month. Jesse and I have been from City to City and State to State. We are now home. It is a very surreal feeling. There is still so much to be done. I am swirling in Paperwork. For now I am just enjoying being home with my precious son. My son.. It is still so crazy to hear. The sound rolls of my tongue like a beautiful poem. So difficult to explain how good it feels.

Halloween 2014