First Glance

You are Here! You are HERE!!! I am making this quick note to you as I am laying on the pull out couch in the Hospital and you are fast asleep in the bedside bassinet! I am so very Happy! You are Here! Today has brought so many emotions! My little boy!

Jesse Patrick White Born 6:44 A.M.  - 5lbs 14.8OZ - 18.25 Inches Long 

Beautiful, Perfect, So Loved!

Here are some quick glances into your First Glance!

Mommy's So Happy This Is The Fist Time I Held You

Jesse Patrick White 

Your Sweet Little Feet!

5 lbs 14.8 OZ (5lbs 15oz went on your Birth Certificate)

I am so in LOVE!!!

My Sleeping Angel!!!

I can't Kiss You Enough!

Your First  Outfit (Preemie)

Waiting.

It has been a very anxious couple of days here waiting for you. You could be here any day! I am so overwhelmed with emotions it is a complicated thing. I can't wait to see your face. To hold you and rock you. Mommy Can't wait to meet you!

33 Weeks

It has been a few weeks since my Prince. Let me just say it has been hectic. 

When you were 30 weeks Bemo was having difficulties and was airlifted to Denver. You were so very tiny and your cord was having trouble. 

I flew from Virginia to Denver because we were all fearing that you would get here early. 

I was so scared, but, also so very happy to see Bemo and so glad that she was ok. 

After some tests some medicines and a day in the big hospital you stayed in Bemo and my precious baby boy you are still cooking. Yay. 

The decision has been made that I will stay here in Colorado close to Bemo and You baby boy. So that if anything new emerges I am right here. I have interview a few places for work while I am down here. 

I am excited and nervous at the same time. 

You reach 33 weeks Gestation tomorrow. 

Baby boy you stay in there and keep growing! You aren't done yet.
I am excited to meet you so much, but, it's not time yet.
Love, Mommy

Your New Photo! I Love them. 

My School Kids Love you Too!

These were drawn my the kids in the after school program where Mommy Works. They hear me talking about you all the time. I just told them that you are a boy. I am so very Happy that they know what you mean to me already. Someday you will meet them. This little Heart and Triangle is the Adoption Symbol. Someday I will show you these. Love you so Much, Love Mommy. 

You are a Boy!

You Most definitely are a boy! I am so excited. My rainbow you are my little Rainbow! My son!

I am going to have a son! I am excited, so excited! I will just be happy when you get here. No matter what you are.

Hugs, Love Mommy!

23 Weeks

Look at the Cuteness of your little nose!

I am getting More and More excited with every update about you. I can not wait to meet you.
I got these ultrasound photos of you today, I can not even contain my overwhelming excitement.
I'll Admit I cried! Look at your Beautiful face!
I Already LOVE You So Much!
Love Your future Mommy.

It looks as if you are blowing kisses!

May 4th, 2014 Rainbow

This Photo was sent to Me by Bemo and your Aunt.

It brought me tears of joy, for them to know what a Rainbow would mean to me and to show that kind of love towards Me it so amazing. Sweet Baby, I want you to always remember you have been loved by all always. I will never ever be able to repay the gift of you. A child, you are my wish, hope, my dreams, and Bemo and S are giving me the chance to be your Mother! It is so amazing, to think but, also know. They do Love you. Always.

Love, Your Future Mommy!